>>43626009The reason you feel empty is because you are. If you put so much importance on your height, so much that you make it a part of your identity, of course you'll be miserable. This can happen to anyone, people kill themselves over their weight, their face, their disabilities, their addictions. When a part of you that makes you feel horrible becomes all of you, there is no way to be happy.
Height can be worse than others because you have no control over it, but in other ways it is better, because there is nothing actually bad about being short in modern society.
The solution isn't easy, you need to restructure how you perceive yourself, and realize that there is more to you than your height. If you're talentless, have no career, no fulfilling hobbies, that might be why you fall back on your height as the scapegoat for all your issues. Then you have to find things to fill your life with, and make the fraction of your identity dedicated to your height smaller.
One day you'll wake up and realize you haven't thought negatively about your height in months, and that's when you'll have found peace. It's not easy, but you can do it if you want to.
Source: 5'3" and actually pretty happy with my life, and I've been in your mindspace.