>>43770804>>43770865It's not something you can explain, or at least i cannot find the proper reasons why i like it. It's about feelings after all. I like when girls pleases me by their initative, especially when they know how to do that and i like when girls uses me for pleasing themselves. I like when they take control, trying to experiment new ways of pleasure. I like when they inflict me pain, but at the same time comforting and cuddling me, easing the pain and lowering my guard for another unexpected hit, i'm a masochist indeed.
it's not something related to being a man or not, it's not a matter of masculinity.