I’m trying to get May out of my head. Having no success so far. I know she’s a good a girl as any to be thinking about. But not for extended periods of time. So she’s old hat you say. Okay? My brain still thinks: “May”. So she’s not a gym leader. Okay? I’m not elitist about my taste in women. I could be fascinated in the worst of trainers. Sure ORAS was bad. I’ll give you that. But that wasn’t May’s fault. She had no control over the games. You get the idea. Any road you try to lead me down is a dead end. I seem to be stuck at a red light. I can see other girls (brain space) to focus on. Yet here I am with my foot on the brake sitting at this red light.

It wasn’t always this way. For most of my time as a pokemon fan I’d think about a variety of pokegirls. So I know that my May fixation (captivation?) isn’t hard coded into my brain. I could lift my foot of the brakes (to keep with this analogy). The Princess of Hoenn. That’s her. I get that she’s the best. But this much mental domination can break a man. I want to be free to think about and gratify other girls. If I had to guess, the hype for Diamond and Pearl remakes has made me think about the older gens more often. And this hype for the past has translated into this fixation for her. Why not Dawn you ask? After all, those are her games. Fair point. But subconscious fixations aren’t always rational.

The point is that I want to be free. I want to experience other girls. I’ve loved May about as much as I can. The well is dry so to speak (this isn’t necessarily about cum. However, I can still cum but it is a sad cum). So I ask of you to post material of other girls to help me lose my grip (sexual innuendo) on May. Perhaps it is more accurate to say “her grip on me”. I am not in control here. She runs my thoughts. I know I could google pictures of other pokegirls on my own. But all I do is google May. Remember I am not a rational man. Give me your best content of other girls to release me. That is all I ask of you.