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Dark, not because I'm a bad person, but because people always perceive me as one.
Having a dying dog that I have to give medicine to every four hours, plus fluids and very specific food that she can easily digest and then being so tired at my lack of sleep, plus sacrificing all my current studies just to take care of her, somehow makes me the world's biggest asshole because when giving a report about her state I said "she's fine, goodbye", because I wanted to sleep. Told to go fuck myself for my "attitude", that I'm playing with the dog's life, that I'm a monster, how dare I say "goodbye" like that, "don't ever count on me ever again, if the dog dies it's your fault for having that attitude, you should die instead".
Oh don't worry, after years and years of stuff like this happening no matter what I do, no matter how much I try to help, no matter how much I sacrifice, I'm somehow always the asshole for some unexplained reason. I can never do anything right, I could literally find a solution to cancer and people would still say I'm an asshole because maybe I said a single word in a grumpy tone while being tired. Or I dared speak ill of someone who was abusive, or tried to give advice to someone thinking of their best interest, or helped someone overcome a difficult situation. I'm always the monster, the evil spirited one, the asshole, the worst person to exist, why? Why? Why? Because I didn't smile? Because I used a wrong word? Because I'm tired? Because I'm a human being?
I've had it, if everyone ever since I was a kid wants me to die so bad for no reason then I'll finally give you all exactly what you want.
