>>44132004I do not want you to be happy. I want you to be miserable, full of hate, and prone to snapping at everyone. I want you to wake up enraged, spend all day pushing away anyone that might have even the barest hint of consideration for you, and go to bed just as furious as when you woke up. I want this cycle of destruction to continue for years until one day you physically cannot handle it any further and you throw yourself off of a bridge, screaming profanities on the way down.
