I believe this is happening for a reason.

You anon, Don't give up. keep going just because that path you choose doesn't reward you now doesn't mean you shouldn't take it. The experience & the people you meet are worth more than any treasure, bobble or trinket on this great green earth. keep going no matter what, pull yourself up even if you have to lean on a friend even for a moment that's fine because I'm sure you'd do the same for them.

I'm rooting for you, even if we don't know each other we're of one soul stay strong in these hard times.