Hay you anon! Yeah you. hang in there, no matter what keep going don't give up no matter how hard it gets. Just because your current path your on is difficult doesn't mean you should give up, Keep going. Even if you haven't that's fine the only one whose holding you back is you, There is no shame in that its fine to be afraid everyone is sometimes life is only hard as you make it all it takes is one step you can do it. I believe in you, even if we're apart by land & sea I'll be there with you in spirit there will be dark days ahead but no matter what don't lose hope, we're friends even if we don't know each other well we are of one soul.