>>44801223>>44800804>Reshiram>truthstime to tell you my story last week of taking a big mushroom cap and the consequences
>inb4 edgelord and didn't happen>be me>long week, was depressed/scarred over saving my friend from nearly OD'ing from fent when she thought she snorted Ketamine at this one "underground" festival>Bought this big ass mushroom cap that was about an 8th>take it at 6pm, kicks in promptly and escalates rapidly>feel the top of my skull/eyes try to separate from my body >trip is overpowering, trying super hard to keep it under control without panicking >Also I did this without a tripsitter. >gripping my bed, laying facedown, trying so hard not to succumb and patterns are all over the place>hear something faint, but it was pretty stern>"What is your truth?" >look up>it's faint but the most I could make of it was it's upper half and part of its wings >get really fucking sad, i really wanted to let it out>"I just wanted to save my friends and I didn't want to be a burden, I've constantly rejected my self worth because of /r9k/ and other insecurities">"And the one time my worth was validated through my friends I had a hard time accepting it">Eventually the peak starts to settle, and then I heard it faintly;>You've told me your truth, now you will hear mine. >trip petres off over the course of a few hours>during this, learned that bottling everything up resulted in repressing other social skills that should've came naturally>learned that self-worth was important and that negative feedback loops were destroying me >all while sobbing because this literally was overpowering to me>trip finally ends at 12-1am>finally calm downBe careful with shrooms if you have issues "up there"; it might literally change you.
