I've been saying this for months, to all these desperate wobbly manbabies who want a Bea gf.
Bea just wouldn't like you. You wouldn't even catch her eye, and she'd be immediately repulsed at the idea of you desiring her, and feel creeped by you and you incessant obsession of you fucking her.
Pic related is the exact sorta guy shed probably have some sorta crush on. She'd look up to some big fighting daddy who she'd want to teach her, and probably harbour some little crush on him.
Unless you are an MMA fighter or some sorta master in your own fighting style, she's not chasing you.
Like /fit/ says, you have to work if you want to feel worthy to masturbate to your waifus.