>>44939746that's called exposure
the more you're exposed to something, the more likely you are to fall in line with it (or completely fall out of it)
being here is exposing you to sexual and romantic imagery of pokemon which your brain is interpreting as something you want the more you consume it and thus giving you a genuine attraction to such things
your options are accept it as a part of you and continue on or leave this place until it's no longer something you come across regularly
