I see, you're another zoomer who came on /vp/ in 2020 and who thought he was supposed to worship Johto. Sorry to tell you son but Gen 1 are the only quality games in this franchise, you've been tricked.
Continue crying every waking moment about how you missed Pokemania and you get made fun of at school for playing on your bing bing wahoo device, though, I'm sure that virginity will lose itself some day.