>>45527757I (baselessly) assume it's some half-forgotten childhood memories that cause it. The sun comes through the window at the right time and makes everything a certain color, I hear windchimes and birds, it brings me back to a time and place that I don't want to go back to.
>>45528067Nostalgia is usually a positive thing, isn't it? Like
>>45514969 said, it's not good crying. You tense up as much as you can, your insides twist into a knot, every part of your body hurts and you can't breathe. It's not just sadness, it's the sort of paralyzing fear you get when you're a small child and you know something very bad has happened, but you don't really have the capacity to understand what's going on. You're in pain and you don't know why, you just want someone to make it stop.
