>>45846922Yeah.... no. If you want a "controlled" mental illness you'd better research in psychedelics and then actual meds.
Honestly, I wish it were so. We're all suffering from loneliness and the current state of affairs isn't helping to say the least. I wish I could Tulpa a lover or Pokemon for love/power, but it just isn't meant to be.
Don't give into mental illness as a form of escape.