>>45952618Dude, chill! That way of thinking is pretty toxic, it'll traps you in a world of impossible expectations, and you'll only end up disappointed when the world fails to live up to them.
Try to get out more, expand your social circles a bit, widen your worldview, try to ignore your preconceptions and just live in the moment. Don't trap yourself inside the walls of negativity you've built up around yourself, you'll only end up miserable.
Before you ignore everything I've written and insult me with buzzwords, remember that life is not a race to some distant goal, it's the journey itself. Don't put so many expectations on yourself, the world around you, or where you should be in life. No one knows where we'll end up in life, so don't get so hung up on small, ultimately unimportant things that you'll forget to live.