>>45957612A little medication (preferably a stimulant), some light exercise in the morning/throughout the day, and figuring out what to work towards for career (e.g. a certification / applying for schools / programs, a certain job you want and figuring out what you need to get it) can go a LONG way.
I would highly recommend looking into the former (if you haven’t already) and taking some time to research the latter, after which, you should commit yourself 150% to that pursuit (until you succeed, which you’re completely capable of, or until you discover something about yourself/your goal and redefine it - after which you keep moving forward towards that new refined goal). Challenges and obstacles will arise over and over again along the way, but they’re just another challenge, and you will find a way to overcome them one by one, one way or another, no matter what. I’m sure of it.
You know how I know this about you without even knowing you anon? Because despite the negative feelings you might have about yourself and about life, that doesn’t change the fact that you still have potential and the capability to reach that potential of the better life that you could be living/enjoying. It’s just a question of changing your mental and physical state through doing things that challenge you and make you feel like you’re on the path to moving forward and progressing in life. And before you know it, you’ll be in places you never thought you’d reach, and your experience of life will be sweet like you’d always hoped.
And that goes for the rest of you too - ESPECIALLY those of you who might feel the negative desire to respond to this with shit like “faggot” ;)