Is it autistic if I feel like I'm not allowed to keep any of the starters from any game other than the first starter from the first game I ever played as a kid?

Some of the others are cool and I want them but I'm too autistic and my immersion would be ruined I mean how would I get all of those starters if Pokemon were real? I wouldn't, it would be cheating to have more than one.

Some of them were such bros though...