>>46750480the afterlife is whatever the mind wants it to be and no religion can predict what comes next (most near death experiences that people truthfully explain is just like sleep then regaining consciousness)
if i could id want my afterlife in pokemon, a perfect world from start to finish where nature and humanity is cohesive
my fav mon is probably magmortar. i have health anxiety and my confession is that i am terrified to try taking a ssri. i use to have major physical symptoms of anxiety last year with some minor panic attacks when i was in grad school. i dropped out of a stem phd full ride program, quitting vaping and cigs, quit weed and alcohol, but now i cant stop thinking about my health even though i know im healthy from doc visits
honestly my life is pretty good and i count my blessings everday but i wish i internalized to a point where i actually believe it and dont get anxious and actually just sit down and enjoy my games when i want too. guess it stems from a fear of death or something and in the last 5 years of my life ive lost like 5 close family members ( 1 from covid sadly)