>>46877195You will never be a real professor. You have no work ethic, you have no integrity, you have no intellect. You are a bimbo given handouts by incels and nepotism by your grandmother turning you into into a crude mockery of the noble field of Pokemon research.
All the “validation” you get is two-faced and half-hearted. Behind your back people mock you. Your family are disgusted and ashamed of your predatory behavior towards shota/loli , your “friends” laugh at you behind closed doors.
You only prey on shotas because men your own age are utterly repulsed by you. Thousands of years of evolution may have compelled men to be attracted to your outwardly appearance, but true commitment and respect requires more. Even if you manage to get a drunk guy home with you, he’ll turn tail and bolt the second he can because you have nothing else to offer.
You will never be happy. You wrench out a fake smile every single morning and tell yourself it’s going to be ok, but deep inside you feel the depression creeping up like a weed, ready to crush you under the unbearable weight.
Eventually it’ll be too much to bear - you’ll buy a rope, tie a noose, put it around your neck, and plunge into the cold abyss. Your parents will find you, heartbroken but relieved that they no longer have to live with the unbearable shame and disappointment. Your body will decay and go back to the dust, and all that will remain of your legacy is a skeleton that is unmistakably worthless.
This is your fate. This is what you chose. There is no turning back.
