I want Lusamine to sit on my nutsack with her jiggly giant ass, driving the pressure of the bone of her ass through the muscle and fat into my helpless virgin balls that pop like grapes under her weight, mushing them into a fine nutpaste that she will rip my scrotum open and drink, leaving only a flap of loose skin instead of a sack. Then I want her to cut my penis off with a scimitar. After that, she will deny me proper care for the wound, causing it to become infected and the lower half of my body to eventually become gangrenous, requiring total amputation. I will be bound to a wheelchair from then on, I will shit and piss from a cavity at bottom end of my torso, I will experience sexual arousal from seeing Lusamine get fucked nonstop by a bunch of black men, but lacking any genitalia, will be denied release. Eventually I will die of sexual frustration. Lusamine and her lovers will piss and shit on my dead body. I will be denied a funeral or last rites. Then my amputated body will be tossed into an alleyway where rats will gnaw into my flesh and leave only my amputated beta skeleton as a marker of my failure as a man.