>>47135566This desu. My condolences on being cheated on, brother. I've been there.
In my case, rampant gas-lighting, unfair one sided expectations I wasn't going to put up with and general immaturity (I felt like a substitute father instead of a boyfriend) left me unable to cope.
The sex was fucking god-tier, which is the only reason I stuck around desu. It's been a year since and while I've moved on, I genuinely have zero drive to get romantically involved with another person. Even hookups lose their appeal when I think about it for more than 5 seconds and I just fap instead.