>>47223326Anon you aren't gay or likely even trans or whatever for feeling the way you did. It was likely the rush of doing something so taboo that was getting you off. You can also just be a straight guy that likes doing that. People are complex.
Anyway I used to cosplay a lot and fucked up all my friendships. I've gotten better and mended some of them, but I still can't move past it entirely in my head. Pic related it's my favorite grass type, I just like sunflowers.
