>>47545697My dad committed suicide last year. I'm so sorry, OP. It's not easy to deal with. I'm 28, there's never a "good time" to have to see your dad go, no matter how old you are. Try new hobbies, keep yourself active. Go for walks. Eat well, hydrate. Keep yourself busy, and let it out when you need to. I sunk into many nights just crying through the night, even though I understood why he committed suicide. Try to keep yourself on a schedule, but also process these things. As a
grill I literally had people ask me why I was hurting so much, "at least it wasn't my mom". Some real dumbass shit, as if I'm supposed to favor one more and just be okay. I hope you'll be okay. Here's some arachnids. /vp/ is an easy place to just shout at and get your shit out of your head; if that helps, I'm glad it does.