>>47619590I've only regularly started checking this general, but my impression is the "unending asspain" is fuelled significantly less by jealousy and more by the fact you seem to be an unpleasant person.
That's a great card. I've always wanted it. But there are others who have more valuable and more fan-favorite cards who post their cards in these generals and move on. You clearly did not get the level of envy and admiration you wanted, so you've now opted to get an excess of negative attention, rather than what you deemed an insufficient amount of positive attention, and are framing this as the card causing jealously rather than your being obnoxious.
I would guess you are so unfamiliar with being liked/relating to people that you are more in your element causing people to hate you. I can relate to that and some aspect, and I imagine that flaw in our personalities would have something to do with why we're drawn to collecting Pokemon cards instead of engaging in more social hobbies. You encounter all sorts of rarer personalities when you give a solitary hobby a venue for communication such as this one - I hope you get to use it as an opportunity for reflection and personal growth!