>>48041186I CONFESS
I CONFESS
I WAS THE ONE WHO STARTED FLOODING GARDEVOIR THREADS WITH DISGUSTING FAT FETISH ART.
I DID IT FOR MONTHS ON END, BUT I JUST CAN'T FUCKING TAKE IT ANYMORE. THE PEOPLE IN THOSE THREADS JUST MAKE ME SICK. I WAS DOING IT JUST TO SPITE THEM BUT I FELT AS IF I WAS A CHAPLAIN ENCROACHING UPON AN ENDLESS FIELD OF CHAOS, AS IF MY SOUL AND MORALITY WAS BEING ROTTED AWAY JUST BY BEING NEAR THEM. I WANTED TO MAKE THEM FEEL AS DISGUSTED AS THEY MADE EVERYONE ELSE, BUT THEY STARTED ACTUALLY GETTING OFF ON IT AND DOING IT THEMSELVES. MODS DIDN'T EVEN BAN ME FOR POSTING IT. I DON'T KNOW WHY. THE THINGS I LOOKED AT WHILE POSTING THOSE, THE SHIT I WROTE IN AN ATTEMPT TO CONVEY REVULSION, JUST MADE ME WANT TO VOMIT. I FELT AS IF I WAS BETRAYING EVERYTHING I CARED ABOUT, AND FOR WHAT? JUST TO PISS OFF A FEW HORNY LOSERS ON THE INTERNET? I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I STARTED DOING IT ANYMORE. I JUST FELT SICK EVEN ASSOCIATING WITH THEM. I COULDN'T DO IT ANYMORE.
I PURGED EVERY SINGLE PICTURE, EVERY SINGLE AWFUL IMAGE FILE FROM MY COMPUTER. I DELETED EVERY ACCOUNT I MADE RELATED TO AN ART SITE THAT I USED TO GET THE PICTURES IN THE FIRST PLACE, I'M NEVER GOING THERE AGAIN. I STILL SEE SOME OF THOSE HORRIBLE IMAGES BURNED INTO MY MIND. THIS IS THE PRICE I PAID FOR TRYING TO MESS WITH A BUNCH OF FURRIES. I'M NEVER GOING TO INTERACT WITH THESE PEOPLE AGAIN. IF SOMEONE ELSE WANTS TO TAKE UP THE TORCH BE MY GUEST, AND GOD BE WITH YOU BECAUSE YOU'RE GOING TO NEED HIM.
THAT'S IT
IT'S OVER
I'M DONE
I'LL SEE YOU ALL ON SUNDAY WHEN I GO TO CHURCH TO PRAY FOR THE FORGIVENESS OF MY SINS
