>>48152718This was ~20 years ago. She was 18/19 then. I don’t even remember her last name.
>>48152693Started with kisses, on my cheek, belly, then eventually mouth, deep romantic kisses.
Baths started to make things worse.
Touched my little baby penis, told me that erections were a good thing, kissed it, eventually sucking multiple times. Sat me on her lap and fondled my dick and testicles while sitting on the couch. Sleeping in my bed and jerking me off, before getting out of it when my parents got home. Taking me to the pool or jacuzzi, and holding me while pressing my penis against the water jets to give me orgasms. Eventually, we had sex. She got naked and laid down, and had me stick my tiny boner in her. We did this many times over a few months. It feels surreal thinking about it now. I remember her giggling and telling me I was a big boy whenever I had an orgasm, and her telling me that when I got older, stuff would come out and make it feel even better. I was probably too small to really pleasure her, so she probably saw me as a toy. All I know is that I was incredibly attached to her, I loved her while being scared of her. She told me if anyone knew what happened, she wouldn’t be able to see me anymore; and that what we were doing wasn’t bad, but it had to be our secret and I had to keep it because we “had a special bond”. I remember being devastated and depressed when she stopped babysitting me randomly.
>>48152650Thank you. I think I’ve recovered fairly well, I still have issues with trusting girls; but in general, I try to have and maintain good relationships with my gfs and sexual partners.
