>be me
>be lonely autist
>mom tells me that opposites attract, she was originally a very active go-getter and dad was a shy nerdy type she met in college
>tells me i'll settle with an active girl too
>10 years pass
>become practically obese, lethargic, still no friends and very autistic
>one day decide to turn it around by heading to the gym
>see the women there with incredibly muscular physiques like my mom, am turned on because that's what i jerk off to frequently in porn
>try talking with one, she's actually extremely friendly and happy to help me with losing weight
>we develop into decent friends
>one day try asking her out
>"oh, that's sweet you feel that way about me. but sorry, i do have a bf"
>tell her it's alright, we can remain friends
>as she's walking out, i see her fall into the arms of a 6'7 fucking ripped black guy
>later, she invites me to go with her and her friends to the club
>all her friends are equally just as muscular and athletic as she is, and just as hot
>every single one of them brings their boyfriends, who are all black and, judging from what they were saying, have incredibly huge cocks
>have to watch while all the women in the club are enamored with the black guys, the white guys like me either have ugly gfs or get ignored
>just ask to leave early so i can go cry myself to sleep
Don't fall for it, OP. She won't fuck you even in your fantasies