>>49017929 >>49018946I dont know really anymore...
Sorry to say this again but I have indeed tried to kill myself after failing College a decade ago, because apparently in order to have a privillege to be allowed anywhere near any prefessional DTP/CAD software - one must somehow become an electronics physicist, PC hardware engineer, JavaScript coder AND an analitycal math expert - all within a span of 4/5 years, just to get a free copy of Photoshop for yourself to practice your skills with it, and a scrip saying that you are elligible to use it if required - and the only thing I regret is wasting ~1000$ just to get told Im an hopeless idiot with unrealistic expectations...
At least now that most modern art programs are so retard-proof I dont really need to even attempt being good at it, that was never my intention - I just needed an excuse to scribble uncanny monster'dongs every now and then, and now the Plandemic had made me return to those ideas ever since the first Lockdown has started...
Fuck I need that tablet so badly, but still dont know which one to get...
