>>49153271I cannot stand ugly people. Don't get me wrong, I don't act on it, I actually despise those who belittle others based on their appearance, and yet I get this unproportioned feeling of disgust whenever I have to interact with ugly people and I feel like a bastard for it. Even with people I know, that are dear to me, those that I love and love me back, I get this feeling if they happen to be ugly. I cerish them deeply, yet I stilll feel this. Of course, this also applies to myself. I'm a very average guy, I spend a large part of my daily life taking care of my physical appearance, and yet all I feel when I look at the mirror is revulsion. I just know that even if I were to be some ancient Greek god of beauty it would still not be enough. I wish I could tell this to someone who could actually help, but that would means outing myself out as monster. I wish I wasn't such a fucking asshole.
