>>49239972Agonizing, isn't it? That we worship monsters that we assign the meaning of being feral and free of higher intellect to, and yet we can never achieve that same purity of purpose and will no matter how much we wish and lust over them in equal measure. Your reference to circumcision is apt; it's as if all of us are trying to bypass that single moment of absolute betrayal and agony individually, the sundering of our spears equal to the acknowledgement of our humanity and our inability to escape our craving for meaning to be assigned to us through either instinct or a greater being.