>>49260940Death is nothingness, it won't happen anon. You have to adapt to the world or die and there is no other life. Sorry. I've been clinically dead multiple times, death is not something foreign to me and most people shake and feel sick whenever I explain the exact "sensation" of death, or the lack of I should say, their body wants to reject it so badly because we are not meant to want that to happen. It's like explaining to seeing people what it is to be blind, they don't understand the concept of nothingness and once you explain it, they don't feel well at all. Even I do, and I've been knowing it since little. That's also why I don't explain it anymore. So, just deal with this life, go work out if you ever want to feel physically well, learn how to flirt if you ever want a girl, find something you like to do if you ever want to feel fulfillment, etc... Anything to make it worthwile. And yes, I understand you don't like women because you have been fed the lie they are supposed to be nice and caring : they are human, they are like men, they have issues, imperfections, etc.. like you do. Think about it, would you want to get in relationship with yourself? If yes, stop bullshitting. If no, then you understand what women see and why they are the way they are. Try to understand them, try to put yourself in their shoes : why would women need to be nice to you? Why are they like that? Why? Learn more. Make this world yours. Adapt, be an Eevee and evolve in a better and more adapted (You).
