>>49904341mentally ill now, but not back then, and nope wasn't molested
>>49904384the mc is a self-insert
therefore i am red
i never thought girls had cooties
i'm not neo-japanese
and sexual thoughts are just instinctual, you don't need to know to know, y'know?
can't remember if i was 10 or 11 or 12, but google definitely helped me find all the pokemon study material i needed if you know what i mean