>>50229718thank you for the empathy
fetishizing pokemon is just seeking comfort in childhood things (i'd play gameboy while my parents fought), whereas pissing and shitting in my mouth, being called a faggot bitch, etc. is about how i feel like i can't/shouldn't try to assert my opinion and just go with what everyone else says. don't try to speak, shut up (and eat my shit). eat my ass, bitch.
doesn't really work if the fantasy is humans because meh. but pokemon are cool and i would actually sort of enjoy a pokemon being in charge of me (as opposed to a human).
only really started fetishizing piss and shit lately, although i did used to dream about it sometimes when i was a teen, but never actually jacked off to the thought back then.
