What you are doing is gambling. You are not using "calculated skill", you are not using "experienced judgement", and you are not doing anything other than playing a heavily controlled autistic, ultra-situational closed experience where you can roll dice and pretend that your win was a result of your high intellect and coordinated guessing. You are like this because you are a bleak, miserable pile of unrealized anxiety, hoping to foist your failures on luck and conflate the same luck for personal ability.

The fact that you do this in a children's game, and spout off that you're playing an involved form of chess to try and appear "normal", makes you all the more pathetic. Nobody will ever respect you. Everyone attending these tournaments looks physically unimpressive, and it eschews the truth: you are a disgusting, unattractive, fat pedophile and you want to fuck animals (while hoping they want to somehow fuck you in return). Do yourself a favor and play a real game that requires actual skill: reaction speed, accuracy and precision, and real time strategy that you can actually explain to anyone else not in your groomer discord server filled with musty, like-minded company.

tl;dr: kill yourselves