you'll never be 15 and in love

lying on the grass on a warm summer night, watching the stars, carelessly chatting

not worrying about rent, bills, student loans

only worry in life is how you're gonna cheat on that history test on monday

you'll never take a young, tight, hot-bodied girls virginity, pulling out to cum all over her back and have her look in your eyes and say "I love you"

you'll never have a girl around every day after school, pretend to be doing homework together, but instead just **** like rabbits

you missed all of that

instead you just stayed inside and played your bing bing wahoo machine in a dark room playing pokemon all day

you never had real happiness

you fell into delusions and dreams and coped by jerking off to fictional women because real girls didn't want you and you couldn't make anyone happy, not even yourself

all the good ones are taken

maybe a nice girl will eventually settle with you

they have already felt all those new exciting feelings before, and are usually jaded and bitter

and you're still all alone