>>51906805These are the kinds of girls that would actually initiate conversations with me unprovoked in middle and high school, which set me up for failure. My entire 20s I was convinced this was the best I could do and I ended up really aiming well below my potential. Fucking sucked. But I'm still convinced "I can save them all" and it's hard for me to accept when an actual stable and attractive woman reciprocates my emotions. I only believe it when it's some trash
