I'm a 6' 0" (1.8m) male who always tries my best to be as masculine as possible. I go to the gym, powelift, attend all popular "normie" social events, play soccer etc.. I also like collecting cutesy girly things like Pokeplushies and nonlewd anime figures. I keep them in my not so secret closet because I'm scared that my friends and family members will judge me for it. Whenever a friend or a cousin comes to chill at my house, I immediately switch to panic mode, scared that they may accidentally stumble upon my collection (The closet has no keys).

Lately, I've been seriously thinking of selling my whole collection. Deep down, I really don't want to let go of them but the constant feeling of being judged looms over. I spent years building this "masculine" persona.

What would you do in my situation?