>>52849635I’m gonna try my best to kick my weed addiction and overall just practice self control and discipline more.
It’s gotten to the point where I spend 100% of my free time smoking weed, eating snacks and mindlessly scrolling through media, and while I’ve miraculously managed to stay on top of all my responsibilities anyway, this is still no way for a person to live. I feel like I’m a husk, my dopamine receptors completely fried as nothing really satisfies me anymore (except for weed, which satisfies me for a total of 10 min before I want more).
For years now my thought has always been that, if I really am keeping up with my responsibilities just fine, then why worry about the fact that I smoke weed, eat junk food and enjoy mindless leisure so often? What I’ve come to realize is that it doesn’t need to worsen or get in the way of the other aspects of my life to hurt me, it’s doing plenty already simply by corroding my personality and stealing my free time.
Oh, and uh, I intend to play replay FireRed, Emerald, HeartGold, and Platinum in the order starting tomorrow. Been a while since I played them and recently a friend of mine started getting into Pokémon again and I wanted to play along side him
