>>53262259>too much of a shut in loserTell me, anon... have you tried? I don't mean the "half-heartedly hoping that a girl will talk to you" you pulled through highschool, I mean actually putting in genuine effort to find somebody?
If you're really this sad and desperate (you certainly have free time if you're here of all places) you can do it. There are nerd gathering near you full of awkward, smelly weirdos. Some of them are women and others know women. Go make friends. Build a social network. You'll find your chubby girl. You just have to put in the footwork. I'm a wizard by choice because I'm a fucked-up mess and I don't want somebody else to have to deal with it. However, to reach this point I've actually had to turn down prospective relationships... so let me tell you this in total honesty: if I could do it? You could do it.