>>53768880It's called an acquired taste.
I would really like to see the scientific studies that you think prove that I can't make myself like a new kink, or learn to love a new food, or like a new genre of music. You're discussing an entirely different subject. Regardless of free will, tastes are extremely flexible and sexuality is no different.
>Exhibitionism is the weirdest thing I’m into.It's not weird at all. It's the voyarists who are weird. Can't live with them, can't live without them.
But the reason why should be quite simple, no? And I can say so as someone with the same kink. At least in my case, I love the validation of being watched and affirmed, the taboo, the thrill of being so hot that the girl doesn't care about being watched, and so on. Surely you can say the same? Where it comes from, I suppose just from not getting enough attention. I always did love it. Many of my other kinks ultimately derive from this need for affirmation, which ostensibly was denied to me or perhaps even is still denied to me.
Is this accurate in your case? If not, I imagine you can find an alternative explanation that I would be happy to hear.
>>53769010As I said, you ease into it. You can't just jump right into the deep end, of course. I could be more specific if I knew what kink you wanted to get into. As I said too, the process is helped by hallucinogens and other drugs. It would help if you had access to those.