I'm so helplessly in love with May and I have been all my life. Her eyes and hair are so perfect, her fashion style is cute, and she is so sweet. May is like a prosthetic for something I am missing.

I want so badly to dress like May but I don't have long enough hair. I also don't have some of the right clothes.

Please don't ask me to stop, asking me to stop would be like asking an amputee to remove their artificial limbs.