>>54263912Almost every night I dream I can fly.
Right now my body is fading fast.
I live on disability but what then?
If I end up to fucked up I will just not be able to move or get my medicine.
I can't work anymore even greeter is to much Hospitals refuse me now they just dump on the side of the road.
I am technically homeless.
But I don't do drugs, I smile, try to stay as clean as possible, and just be a pleasant person.
I have had people say if they could afford it or had the space they would let me stay .
I dont even have the drive to want to succeed only not get worse, but I know that it's going to happen regardless.
The world feels like it wants to end.
And as far as I know I am the only consciousness and when I go this all goes *blip*
And nothing exists again.
Or maybe their is more beyond because as I said my dreams... I go places no one has ever seen I am beings no one has ever seen I do things that could almost be described as super powers or magic as simple as walking out the door.
I have lived thousands of lives And DIED thousands of times.
Are they echoes or fantasms?
I want to see my next turn because I am sure as hell not ever going to be anything but dead here soon.
