>>54848037so it's impossible, no one can possibly date 8900 people in a lifetime
What hurt me the most is the thought that someone else is living the things i dream of. if they stayed i would have any kind of significant memory that would give me any reason to keep living in this retarded hell
and even they got more than i did yet. they may be the dullest, weakest, empties, soullest npcs, they still have sex and they like it. I never even had a FRIEND or any kind of respect based relationship. if not with a dog. because of the utterly repulsing way this existence is
Theres no trying in an existence that is a complete defected trash, and saying its like shiny pokemon isnt any different than saying its futile, and completely useless. i dont see where youd think that means its worth it
the biggest amount of humans ever on this planet yet absolute 0 amount of love, normal families and normal relationships, highest amount of people that dont even know how to have a social life because they cant. this says more than enough
besides, getting good sex would be like finding a shiny pokemon here (really though? i surely met more people than pokemon yet i got like 7 casual shinies)
true love in this shit is inexistent
