>>55100734I don't care.
nobody cares.
I just want to be a five-year-old in the pokemon world, the adopted brother of my Ralts sister.
I want to make friends with all of the forest pokemon, and play all day
I want to come back to mama audino, after scavenging with my sister, and eat berries, and fall asleep with them.
I want to grow up with her, go on adventures,
I want to take jobs to try to prevent the Devon Corporation from purchasing the land that our cave home is in.
I want to watch her evolve, as she watches me grow
I want her to hold me in her loving embrace, when it all just hurts too much. I want her to tell me everything is gonna be okay
"Ike, please, come and embrace your sister. you must be so tired. come to me, and finally rest...."
I want to struggle with her, work with her, laugh with her, cry with her. I want to lift her, as she lifts me.
I want the childhood I was robbed of. I want somebody who cared.
it's just too much. I can't handle the thought, and yet I can't help but imagine. it's a dream so close, so vivid, so beautiful, so deserved.
but here I am.
I just want to go home, everybody.