>>55283869I used to spoof my own GTS on the original D/P by setting the DNS of my DS wifi to my router. I also did some power forwarding but I don't remember why. I even used the hidden trainer ID to make my mons pass as legit.
My point is things are different.
I used to be a bit of a computer wiz, but certain things happened in my life and now it seems harder/I have less patience/ ability to concentrate.
For one smartphones fucking your attention span up is no joke. I can see ADHD characteristics in my personality that I try to amend. Then there was substance abuse which had its effects & of course the internet seems a bit harder to navigate these days. Too sanitized.. too streamlined & censored.
Also I was an autistic loner who attempted and succeeded in being social. Group activities & parties... lots of friends & quite a few girlfriends.. I could be the life of the party. The charisma king! But you know what? It was all fake. A mask. It was never instinctual. I was calculating like a psychopath. I even joined in some illegal activities because I thought it was cool to eg. go and threaten someone with baseball bats for money with a few friends. So also trouble with the law.
A toxic family environment where if progress was made I was sabotaged because my parents are mentally ill... Too much shit, dude!
Now at 32 I decided to be true to myself. I want to be a loner and study obscure stuff that interests me. I am an autist & I embrace it.
I am trying to amend the damage of the last 9 years. All I'm asking is a nudge in the right direction. Keywords or search engines or websites.. anything. I will figure it out from there. Or not.
Point is you are right. I have become stupid. I'm trying to destupify myself. I push myself to study like I used to.
Thanks in advance to anyone willing to help.
