Pokemon is one of the few things in my life that really matters. But now I don't even feel nostalgic anymore. Since I became an adult, I've never found new things to do, I'm just a shell of the person I was before. I won't forget that pokemon is the best thing that exists, I won't forget that before I had a dream of being a pokemon trainer instead of living my miserable life on earth even if I had been lucky in my life I really feel that I could only be happy in the pokemon world. I always have the impression that there's no way to be happy on earth, there's nothing to do, everything is the same and bland everywhere.