>>56229906Well, your post is nice and I do appreciate it, but fuck it, I'm rearing to regret this in the morning.
>the only disappointing thing about this /ef/I should get to defend myself, so I will at least explain how I came to my conclusion.
Firstly, I never called the intentions artificial. The intentions I perceived were pure. In fact, I praised them with my sentiments remark. It's the actions I'm criticizing(under the lens of "this is why you did it." This kind of goes out the window with the new context...)
I called it artificial because that move took up about 21% of the image slots. That's almost the same as my sales tax rate where I live. That's a pretty ridiculous number... and if you factor in the rest that were posted by someone else, you get 32% of the thread. At least 32% of the thread was consumed by exactly UNA ARTISTA, and /maybe/ a full 1/3rd of the thread considering I might've missed one or two.
That said, it does feel much better knowing that it wasn't done SOLELY because of how I felt, but rather because of a promise that was put in place long in advance. I retract my prior statements about the action being artificial, and do apologize for that. That was very rude of me, and I should've remembered that promise because I'm pretty sure in retrospect I SAW that promise too.
That said, do be careful. I ruined a particularly slow /ruse/day by doing something similar in the past, and I continue to feel absolutely atrocious over it despite it being almost 2 years ago at this point. Yeah, I know you told me to stop beating myself up over minor bullshit but the violent beating will continue until my morale improves :P