Pokemon is one of the few things in my life that really matters. But now I don't even feel nostalgic. Ever since I became an adult, I've never found new things to do, I'm just a shell of the person I used to be. I won't forget that pokemon is the best thing ever, I won't forget that before I dreamed of being a pokemon trainer instead of living my miserable life, even if I had been lucky in my life, I really feel like I could only be happy in the pokemon world. I always feel that there's no way to be happy on earth, there's nothing to do, everything's the same everywhere and boring.