Alright, look, I know how this sounds. I know. But I need you to understand—this isn’t just some random idea I came up with; it’s been calling to me for a while now. Obama has this… aura, right? Like, he’s more than a man. There’s a balance to him, something steady and unshakable. And I thought, if I could tap into that—actually pull that into my life—maybe I wouldn’t feel so… fragmented all the time.

It’s not as simple as picking a Pokémon and saying, ‘That’s him.’ No, no, it’s deeper than that. The Pokémon has to feel like him, resonate, if that makes sense. Hitmonchan is good—I can see that—but what if it’s not perfect? What if there’s a better match, and I just haven’t found it yet? I’ve tried before, and yeah, I’ve made… mistakes. Sometimes they don’t hold together, you know? I pour too much into it, or maybe not enough, and then—poof. Gone. Like I pushed too hard, and it cracked under the pressure.

But I think I’m close now. I can feel it. It’s like Obama’s presence is just out of reach, hovering. If I can get it right this time, if I can create the perfect tulpa with the right Pokémon as his anchor, I think it’ll stay. He’ll stay. And when that happens, I won’t have to keep searching for myself in pieces anymore. I’ll finally have something steady to hold onto.