>>57205325Cynical and optimistic are a choice. They are tools to help protect yourself from different kinds of pain. I'm sorry you had to go through that.
Ultimately, loving somebody requires being willing to risk being hurt and the strength to endure that pain when it inevitably strikes. No relationship will ever be perfect. Even the kindest partner will hurt you. Relationships are hard because you have to decide that you're stronger and choose to face that pain head on.
Sorry for rambling and lecturing. Whatever you decide I believe in you.
