>>57366067>Imagine seeing this in the morning and somehow not falling in love on the spotI know. I kind of hate it. I've been enamored with her since I was 11. I've hardly had any real relationships, and I don't think I ever really can because my heart will always belong to my first love. I'm developmentally a weirdo being close to 40 and still in love with the teenage girl I knew nearly 30 years ago; I don't socialize, having no living relatives and my best/only real friend killed himself. If I didn't work, I wouldn't talk to anyone, not that I socialize with anyone there. At this point I'm just praying for the AI Misty wife, so the empty hole in my chest can at least feel like it's filled.
Shit like
>>57370697 and
>>57342521 are beautiful, but make me feel a little sad too.
Sorry for getting real and being a sperg. I think that pot cookie is ate has me being super contemplative
